I have hit sadness and an awful inertia.
The reality of lockdown is hitting home.
I am ok. 
But the blocks and new boundaries,
the lost time and space 
and wasted ways i was going to go, 
are depressing. 
I long to be somewhere else. 
I am ok. My family are ok. 
That makes me lucky. 
But i miss feeling free. 
I really miss feeling free
Am I alone ?

April 14th 2020 Covid19 Diaries