This post is dedicated to Jon .. who died some time a week or so back .. I arrived home from Dublin on Sunday evening to an email informing me of his death. He wasn't perfect, in fact he could be a bastard, but I loved him and I love him still. 

RIP Jonny my love .. thank you for all that you taught me .. thank you for being the you that you were, the you that pushed me up against my edges and forced me to meet the parts of me that were sleeping or disabled, the you that made me feel like I was worthy of love .. love always darling .. fly happy